I'm seeing ghosts. But they're all me. I can't sleep. Every night I am up until 4am, burnt out and collapsing to sleep. I'm waking up near enough to midday and that spikes my anxiety because half of the day has gone and nothing has been done. I can't stop thinking. I said in my … Continue reading Ghosts of an anxious past.
Hello lovelies. So, it has been more than a year since I last blogged and my oh my has life changed. I must admit I neglected this part of my life not long after starting but I feel now is a great time to get back into the blogging saddle. Let's catch up. The last … Continue reading The old Alice cannot come to the phone right now…
So I have been in a terrible slump for about a month. I have been so low that I never thought I would get through to the other side but as I write this I am realising I can see a glimmer of light at the end of this horrific tunnel. I have been so … Continue reading It’s my life!
So, I rarely do impulsive things, I am a planner. I plot and plan everything I do, even the smallest of outings require a strategy and everyday has a to-do list. But joining the gym was definitely a spur of the moment thing. If I don't plan, I panic and I try to avoid that … Continue reading I have started the gym.
At the weekend I babysat my baby nephew. After I got back from a long day at work, we did nothing but play. We played with the train, the tea set, knights and dragons until he dwindled off into a peaceful sleep. I put him into my bed and got in next to him being … Continue reading A weekend with my nephew.
'Sincerity Is Scary' I am a massive music geek. I adore it and I have found that they only time I can escape from being Anxious Alice is when I am completely consumed by the music. That’s when I am at my best, in the presence of live music, dancing my ass off and singing … Continue reading A trip to see The 1975
In October I started counselling. I’d been a couple of times before but hated it. It made me more nervous and I would come out worse than I had gone in. I was asked to go back after a really bad spell of anxiety. This made my anxiety worse, but I was told that I … Continue reading I went back to counselling…
So, the short story is that I have anxiety. But that seemed a little too short and unspecified so here’s the long story: I have always been quite the introvert. As a kid I never had many friends and those that I had often decided that actually that girl over there with the long, blonde … Continue reading Hello.